Khloe Kardashian and her ex-husband, Lamar Odom, have been divorced since 2016, naturally making many curious about the reason behind their split. Fans’ curiosity has only grown stronger ever since The Kardashians Season 6 featured their unexpected reunion.

Lamar Odom and Khloé Kardashian ‘s onscreen reunion was even more awkward than expected. During the Thursday, February 6, episode of Hulu’s The Kardashians, Khloé, 40, reflected on her tumultuous marriage to Lamar, 45, after he briefly crossed paths with her friend Malika Haqq.

For years, this was such the love of my life that to learn how to unlove someone, to have to go through all that, it’s almost like a death,” Kardashian said.